Nerve-racking, teeth-grinding moment

So, I basically can't wait to get my mission call. I just can't wait. And the pressure already coming into me without noticing. What more when I get my mission call? It will be sooooo pressuring and much more.nerve-racking.

But anyways, I have to do it. I'm the one who wants go anyways, so no sweat and stress.

Except when you are in the mission field, you'll know the stress, discouragement, disappointments, disagreements, and many more dis-words coming as you enter it. But never fear, the time is far spent, I have work enough to do.

Well, I guess going on a mission would be totally worth it. Actually, much much more worth going to. We will see in the next few months and weeks.

Now.... Good luck to me on where I would be serving my mission.... Whereever that is.

Ain't I a Cutie Pie???

Admit it.... I'm cute

Can't believe it?? I don't care! I know I do! LOL!

I'm WAY far from being Normal than you Think

4:57 AM Philippine Standard Time Friday April 13

It's been a few hours since I last felt tired and about to fall asleep. And I need a decent sleep... for real! 

And I'm hungry.... need some grub!

5:36 AM

Still hungry... too lazy to get up to cook ramen. And still doing my laundry.

I don't usually do this... but when I do, I do it for very long time and with no sleep at ALL! For the past few days I've been puzzled with dilemmas about many things. One of which is me passing my mission application papers right away. As far as I am concerned, I don't want any delays. But ironically, I'm kinda delaying it myself.

6:27 AM

I just finished doing the laundry... still hungry though.

And that's how my life goes... pretty abnormal :D